a session with chat http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com this is the part of me that I want to share Wed, 03 Sep 2008 10:15:33 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.2 en Takot na muling sumugal. http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/06/takot-na-muling-sumugal/ http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/06/takot-na-muling-sumugal/#comments Sat, 30 Jun 2007 10:18:10 +0000 kickinghopelessromantic http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/06/takot-na-muling-sumugal/ ikaw, ikaw na laman ng aking isipan.

ikaw na pumupuno ng kaligayahan sa aking puso.

kailan kita mahahawakan ng buong-buo?

hanggang sa panaginip na lamang ba kita mapapa.amo?

doon lang ba matutuloy ang sa tingin ko’y ating kinakakatakutan?

takot ang bumabalot sa mundo ko.

takot na baka ika’y maglaho, katulad ng sa panaginip ko.

kahit na anong pilit ko, ikaw ay hindi mahagilap.

malaya ka, malayo at hindi kailanman makokontrol.

mag-saya ka, ganun din ako.

siguro nga hindi ikaw.

sumugal na ako at natalo; masakit, mahirap.

sumugal na ako noon, ikaw naman ngayon.

]]> http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/06/takot-na-muling-sumugal/feed/ If only I have the right to show you how much I love you… http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/06/if-only-i-have-the-right-to-show-you-how-much-i-love-you/ http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/06/if-only-i-have-the-right-to-show-you-how-much-i-love-you/#comments Sun, 24 Jun 2007 07:12:12 +0000 kickinghopelessromantic http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/06/if-only-i-have-the-right-to-show-you-how-much-i-love-you/ I can’t wait for our time to come…you just don’t know how much I long for you…I have so many things running on my mind…if only I can share you some of my aspirations…some of which that includes you…you see,,you are one of my inspirations aside from my family…for how long can I wait,,I guess not that long…everytime I hear or sing "Just once", it’s as if  it’s me talking to you…the lyrics speaks for me…what I feel for us…If only, time, could give me the opportunity…hasta la vista sweetie..(–.)

]]> http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/06/if-only-i-have-the-right-to-show-you-how-much-i-love-you/feed/ can’t take it anymore..got drunk,last night..argh!!hell, I exceeded my tolerance on alchohol.. http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/03/cant-take-it-anymoregot-drunklast-nightarghhell-i-exceeded-my-tolerance-on-alchohol/ http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/03/cant-take-it-anymoregot-drunklast-nightarghhell-i-exceeded-my-tolerance-on-alchohol/#comments Fri, 02 Mar 2007 13:09:26 +0000 kickinghopelessromantic http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/03/cant-take-it-anymoregot-drunklast-nightarghhell-i-exceeded-my-tolerance-on-alchohol/ "why can’t I forget you?..why do you suddenly pop up everytime I attempt to go on with my life without you?…damn!!should I get out of this country just to forget my feelings for you?…If only you really mean everything that you say, then that’s the time that I will wait for you..but it seems a joke that I can’t put myself into believing"..these are the thoughts boggling my mind while drinking at the brew yard…but I enjoyed it..drinking was a way of letting my heart sink and be numb of the pain that it always suffers..drinking helped me to sleep without thinking of anything before I enter into dreamland…hehehe!!!good thing was I didn’t have hangover coz I have morning class!!!hahahahaha!!!;D

]]> http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/03/cant-take-it-anymoregot-drunklast-nightarghhell-i-exceeded-my-tolerance-on-alchohol/feed/ umaga na pala!! http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/02/umaga-na-pala/ http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/02/umaga-na-pala/#comments Sat, 17 Feb 2007 21:05:35 +0000 kickinghopelessromantic http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/02/umaga-na-pala/ umaga na pala, hindi ko man lang napansin. utak ay pagod na ngunit mga mata’y nakadilat pa. subalit ito ay panimula pa lamang sa madaming araw at gabing dapat bunuin. umaga na pala sana ay maranasan ko ulit lambot ng aking kama. dama ko na sakit ng aking kalamnan, pakiramdam ko’y lumulutang sa kawalan. kawalang hindi mawari kung hanggang saan. kakayanin kaya ng aking katawan, o bibigay ito ng hindi ko nalalaman. sana hindi dahil madami akong dapat gawin, dapat tapusin. mga bagay na hindi dapat mabibinbin dahil oras ko ang mabibitin.

]]> http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/02/umaga-na-pala/feed/ isang gabing walang magawa sa krus na ligas http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/02/isang-gabing-walang-magawa-sa-krus-na-ligas/ http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/02/isang-gabing-walang-magawa-sa-krus-na-ligas/#comments Sat, 03 Feb 2007 15:35:26 +0000 kickinghopelessromantic http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/02/isang-gabing-walang-magawa-sa-krus-na-ligas/ minsan sa aking paglalakbay natagpuan ko ang aking sarili na tumitipa sa harap ng isang kompyuter na nakalagak sa isang kompyuter shop na matatagpuan sa krus na ligas. Ito ay sa kadahilanang kinailangan kong lumikom ng mga librong maaari kong gamitin sa aming ginagawang thesis kaya napadpad ako sa Unibersidad ng Pilipinas-Diliman. Sa aking palagay, kinailangan din ng aking katawan ang mas mataas na temperatura dito sa maynila kasya sa temperaturang bumabalot ngayon sa Baguio..maaari rin na kailangan kong makalayo sa lugar kung saan madami ang aking ginagawa, gagawin at dapat tapusin..minsan sa buhay ng tao, kinakailangan din natin ang lumayo sa bawat bagay na gumugulo sa ating isipan. Kahit sabihin pang mas nararapat gawin ang manatili sa lugar ng bagay na ito. Minsan nakakatulong ang mapadpad sa ibang lugar para maranasan natin ang mabuhay minsan sa panahon na para na tayong mamamatay, sa hirap, lungkot at pasakit na ating dinaranas..ang bawat araw ay dapat maging makabuluhan datapwat ito’y nararapat din nating gamitin sa masasayang bagay…;)

]]> http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/02/isang-gabing-walang-magawa-sa-krus-na-ligas/feed/ damnation!!! http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/01/damnation/ http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/01/damnation/#comments Mon, 22 Jan 2007 02:06:00 +0000 kickinghopelessromantic http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/01/damnation/ waaaaaahhh!!!this is it!!right now I am in the verge of losing my mind…wahehehehehe!!!JUST KIDDING!!!…if you take me seriously then you will be damned…wahahahaha!!!thesis,paper,exams,future employment, these are just the few things that occupies my mind for the past few days and I guess for the days to come…haaaay!life can really be so cruel..I hope I have a time machine to bring me to the future…hehehe!!!just wanna tell you guys that whatever may happen and even though I am this busy, you can still count on me..God bless us all!!!..:)

]]> http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2007/01/damnation/feed/ a self-fulfilling sem break http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/11/a-self-fulfilling-sem-break/ http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/11/a-self-fulfilling-sem-break/#comments Wed, 08 Nov 2006 08:16:09 +0000 kickinghopelessromantic http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/11/a-self-fulfilling-sem-break/ hello there!!I am back..hehehe…I had one of the greatest moment while spending my sem break at my beloved municipality Bulan…hehe!!drama!!..so far so good, although my parents are busy attending to our ruined rice mill at sorsogon, courtesy of course by super typhoon milenyo..dahil dun 3 times ko lang sila nakita at hindi pa kami masyadong nakapag-usap..why sefl-fulfilling??…well I spent some time helping my friends in their small problems and giving them some of my time..hahahaha!!also I some sort of helped my family..that was of course, was a not so noble act because it was first and foremost my responsibility!!nyahahahaha!!..basta enjoy and naging bakasyon ko daming happenings..nakaka-miss!!!haaaayyyy…darating ang panahon na ako’y mawawalay ng matagal sa aking lupang tinubuan..mahirap isipin pero dapat kayanin..

]]> http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/11/a-self-fulfilling-sem-break/feed/ HELL WEEK indeed!!!!!!!!! http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/09/hell-week-indeed/ http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/09/hell-week-indeed/#comments Fri, 22 Sep 2006 04:52:24 +0000 kickinghopelessromantic http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/09/hell-week-indeed/ God! how I miss our home. Hell week is here!!!I am burned into ashes…damn!!seems like I cannot surpass this turmoil…there are a lot of things to do papers, exams, activities…haaaaaaayyyy!!…God please help me overcome these tasks given to me…I am tired to death!!!my brain is not functioning the way it should…my body is not at the best condition..I miss my mothers’ hug…I know she’s the only person that can ease the pain away…Chilling at night, high temperature, headache, colds, cough…Oh! my…this is serious..I miss how my mom cuddles me until my chilling is gone…she is always there to monitor my condition, give me medicine and wait until my condition is fine..but now, I cannot do anything but to attend to myself…no one to do the task of my mother for me…I felt that my condition might get worse as time goes by..cannot help myself blamming my body for being not at the right condition…I need more will to wake up early and face the tasks I am supposed to do..I cannot afford to miss a class meeting, for it might be a crucial thing that can help me in my further tasks…I am missing the the way my mother prepares for my food in times that I am sick…I guess this is the cost for studying at a place much further from our home…20hrs ride is not a joke, I tell you…Baguio-Bulan is such a loooooonnng ride…what the heck!!!I want to go HOOOOOMMMMEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

]]> http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/09/hell-week-indeed/feed/ hehehe!!!..I am damned busy with my life but happy!!(–,) http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/09/hehehei-am-damned-busy-with-my-life-but-happy/ http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/09/hehehei-am-damned-busy-with-my-life-but-happy/#comments Mon, 11 Sep 2006 09:00:46 +0000 kickinghopelessromantic http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/09/hehehei-am-damned-busy-with-my-life-but-happy/ My God!!what a hectic sched ahead of me…the end of this semester is fast approaching..hehe!!!happy to know that I will be HOME at last!!!..missing my family and other people close to my heart..;)..but of course i have to deal with a bunch of paper works before that happens!!!..hhhaaaaaaayyy!!!!I want the comfort of our abode..

]]> http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/09/hehehei-am-damned-busy-with-my-life-but-happy/feed/ to be a summer grad, i hope and pray.. http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/09/to-be-a-summer-grad-i-hope-and-pray/ http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/09/to-be-a-summer-grad-i-hope-and-pray/#comments Sat, 02 Sep 2006 09:45:53 +0000 kickinghopelessromantic http://kickinghopelessromantic.blog.friendster.com/2006/09/to-be-a-summer-grad-i-hope-and-pray/ …hehehe!!!sana matupad ang plano kong makapagtapos ngayong darating na summer…kung bakit ako nahuli sa pagsishift na ginawa ko lang last year,,hindi ko mawari…marahil ayoko ko lang talagang gumawa ng desisyon na maaari kong pagsisihan sa bandang huli…akala ko kailangan kong magaral until next year…sana wag naman…gusto ko nang makapagtapos at gawin ang mga bagay na kailangan kong harapin bilang isang taong may mga responsibilidad sa mundong aking ginagalawan…ang magtapos ng mas maaga sa inaasahan ng aking pamilya ay maituturing ko nang isang regalo para sa kanila at higit sa lahat para sa aking sarili…nakakalungkot na kinailangan kong mamalagi ng mas mahabang panahon sa kolehiyo pero ginawa ko ang kung anong sa tingin ko ang dapat…salamat na lamang at ginabayan ako ng Poong Maykapal…sa bawat desisyon ay madaming posibleng mangyari at nawa’y sa mga ginawa at gagawin kong mga desisyon ay hindi ito magdulot ng pasakit sa ibang tao…wala akong pakialam kung ako ang dapat pumasan ng mga pasakit dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na kakayanin ko ang mga iyon sa tulong ng Dakilang Maykapal…ako’y nananalnagin na umayon sa aking mga plano ang bawat araw na darating…-_-

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